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Phang Valerie ; Fang Leyi
Girl
height 166.5 + weight 48 = underweight
09 november 1990 baby
presently in TP-HTM
loves that pretty boy
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    Thursday, June 28, 2007


    i seriously shld use the desktop more often than the lappy man
    the keyboard is like damn nice to type lah! ohmigosh
    okokie, im being very random todae
    maybe cause i finished my assignment pretty quickly thats why XD
    lets hope what i wrote isnt nonsense or else i weriously will die.

    okokie important annoncement to make
    MR JASON CHEW SAYS HE DONT WANT TO GET IN.
    SO EVERYBODY LETS STOP VOTING FOR HIM! HE'S SCARED!
    hahahahah!

    okokie im done with that
    lets move on to the next topic.
    my printer doesnt like me.
    it doenst wanna print well although its refilled.
    wadthefark. thanks.
    i lvoe tmr! cause its a fridae! wahooooo!
    going for fan four at night with dee.
    lets hope it will be another good dae.
    im broke broke broke.
    saving saving saving.
    get me a money tree for my birthdae ookokie! XD
    my mind is shut lah i cant rmr anything leh this sux.
    i failed wad i should have failed cause i diddnt put in effort and i was soo distracted
    it wont happen again next time.
    cause im happily so comfy alr! alll the nonsense is normal
    formal stories no more! heeeee

    ohhh i rmr mentioning i had a eyecandy right
    make that two now.
    hahah
    the next one is the one i said looked like blahblah.
    well seriously i think im blind cause after seeing him for a few times i think they totally dun look alike at all! im nuts.
    yah but he looks good after you notice him for quite a while eh!
    interresting and most importantly i think hes from business school!

    and and nibbler is in the same class as brother! so conincidence and funny!
    nibbler is a funny guy! ure a joker!


    - i should know better but thats just not the case# ;

    Tuesday, June 26, 2007


    okokie jason's in sp's top 5 and didi is also in tp's top5.
    thats just so great.
    lets see them up on tv soon i hope!
    the next big thing.
    oh well i hav a candy in sch.
    but i dunno where he's from and all
    for all i know, hes in braces. cute!

    today aint a very good dae.
    was kinda tired.
    adel's bro fetched us to sch.
    greentea in my bag, clumsy.
    brought the wrong notes.
    blurr as alwaes.
    losing my appetite.
    super sleepy
    bad hairdae.
    female jelly indeed!
    proj headache and mind blocks.
    i even forget to take my bag when everyone was leaving.
    wad a joke.
    went to tm's g2000 to try the formals
    yah somewhat chosen.
    eh isnt GSS supposed to be good.
    i dun what's its purpose when stuff still look so over-priced to me.
    worst mood since sch started.
    thats total crap cause its only like the second dae of sch?
    wadeva.
    i hate it when things get so fake.
    its so disguisting.
    dun spoil my mood by silly attitudes.
    i dun tolerate such things,
    not when i noe im actually not mean to you.
    yah so go fark someone else off,
    i dun volunteer myself.
    fell asleep in the bus.
    gooood alone.
    wonder on ur own dun ask.

    i dun think things are going to be so easy
    to be like before?
    its kinda.... erm weird?
    im suppose im alright with it,
    the word is suppose.

    scandals are no-nos
    cause theres no one interesting to scandal with anw.
    dun try,
    oh gosh i cant believe it.
    i actually aint interested in anyone.
    noone at all,
    it feels hmmm, quite alright actually x)
    AND i think its dumb of me to actually not like someone i dunno before because of a guy?
    its real stupid.
    sorry anyway.
    for even trying to make an effort to not like you.
    its like talking to the air cause the person dun even noe im talking about her
    cause if anyones smart enough to realise, we really dunno each other.
    although mr bestfriend saes we are alike in many ways?
    ::mr.bestfriend i really need to blurt everything out.
    i seriously haven told u bout lots of thinggs
    noe its even more accumulated.
    and i saved u chewing gums!
    awww,dun you love me!hee
    XD

    gosh i seriously need to start on proj,
    why does it seem so never ending?
    isiit because everytime i try to complete something,
    i end up doing something else???
    now that theres another proj on,
    im gonna have lesser time for everything.
    shld i be thankful that i want to be in the single-life period now?
    tra la las...

    ::xn, you could always pop by my hse if u really wanna talk, i will be glad to listen and share.

    lets hope tmr would be one of the better daes yea,
    hopefully i dun think of sleeping everytime i need to use my brains.
    RHT, people who reads my blog, please start voting now
    lessons are boring so use the time to do something meaningful like vote vote vote!X)

    i feel so good now, it becoming like before!
    i think u feel the same too
    i really shld stop forming retarded stories before i become retarded,
    i guess i really made the right decision!
    for our busy lifes now, lets enjoy each other's company!
    if feelings can be postponed
    everything can!
    loved.

    - i should know better but thats just not the case# ;

    Monday, June 25, 2007


    its super difficult.
    why did i even make such a deal with myself?
    gosh this is nuts.
    i will try slowly.
    i hope.
    can i not?

    todae is a bloody good dae,
    with our cool blinking shirts and all
    those people!
    and did i mention i cut my hair? AGAIN.
    SHORT SHORT. WEIRD WEIRD. xd

    oh ohhh,
    vote for SP's JASON CHEW TOO!
    WWW.MEDIACORPTV.COM/HEY

    DO NOT FORGET TOH DIDI!!
    see you have to admit im such a nice friend/partner!

    tell me again on wad im supposed to do
    why am i such a soft hearted person?!
    grr*

    - i should know better but thats just not the case# ;

    Sunday, June 24, 2007


    vote for TP'S toh di di! http://u.mediacorptv.com/hey/

    OKOKIE IM BACK TO VOTING! xD

    - i should know better but thats just not the case# ;

    Tuesday, June 19, 2007


    ohmygosh, i cant believe we were like this last time.
    theres like such a huge huge difference!
    i mean really comparing now and that time, i cant believe that's us talking.
    but anyhow, looking at it really makes me smile.
    its fun talking like this, its kinda cute actually
    rather than the stoning thing were doing now.
    blah, random post.
    were the cutest thing ever. XD

    " boysays:
    a fun loving girl, who like to see guys.and attracted to eyecandy,
    but cannot fix to one guy i suppose,unless that guy is special."
    "girlsays:
    hmmmm, u hav more gal friends than guy friends,
    apparently girls can get along with u real well, u're the kind that girls has crushes on?,
    can i copy that fun loving part?, than the sporty kind, than..."

    ":this is bad we hav nth to talk about,how sad. haha
    >yr conculsion what
    :huh? wad conclusion?
    >ya conclude we got nth to talk
    :than wads ur conclusion
    >my conculsion is dont draw the conculsion so early
    :errrr... WOW? wad a not here not there conclusion,but up to now, all we did was talk nonsense?
    >hahaha,nonsense is good alrite.keep ppl entertained
    :nonsense is alright to an extent, if the whole conservation is full of nonsense, its not even a conversation right?hahah
    >hahah,dont sound so serious
    :are u scared?
    >nooo, when will i get scared?
    :who keepin who entertained?
    >me being entertainin?
    :errr, you? ur nonsense aint alot eh.
    -----discussion on if were talking bout the same thing-----
    :lets see, ure trying to sae ure the one being entertaining? right?
    >eh you got it super right man
    :haha, ya so we're talkin bout the same thing
    >yea, topic is jason is entertainin
    :if jason is entertainin, the world would be filled with sian-ed people like valerie.
    >i seeeeee, okay that sounds cool
    :yes you seeeeeeee, haha
    >i see why the world should have more reason having me
    :the world mus have gone mad
    >ya are so wrong
    :so right, the world has more reasons to have me than have you
    >ya so wrong"

    shall stop here, post more soon. xD
    this is so no life.
    ________________________________________________________________
    continued at night once again,
    wads new man.
    girls like to surround themselves with cute things.
    is that true?
    and every woman would wanna get married at least once?

    went to school just now for commskills meeting
    diddn do much actually
    things were kinda weird?
    talked little.
    again, i broke my promise.
    i know i shouldnt but i just couldnt.
    if only someone would design a pair of shoes for me
    how sweet and touching.
    the one and only pair.
    think straight
    dun think of the pao lu and all
    i dun mind giving tencents for it.
    lets do a couple shoe thing xD
    interesting right.

    i feel so..
    i never know anything
    maybe im so out of place.
    understand? this is the reason why.
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    一张双人床
    两个人的剧场
    快乐和感伤
    同一时间亮相
    他不够浪漫
    她又太多幻想
    当恨起对方
    所有的好全都遗忘
    相爱的双方
    像海洋和沙滩
    不能完全占有却更离不开对方
    他渴望温柔
    她需要宽厚肩膀
    虽然有时想
    得太理所当然
    幸福并不只有单一的答案
    争吵可能是其中必备的一项
    爱如潮汐涨落中
    惊喜不断
    关键在你怎么去欣赏
    别让双人床中间隔着孤单
    多想想换成对方有什么期盼
    没有人天生就对爱情擅长
    幸福双人床
    两个人才温暖

    If I were blue, would you be there for me,
    And whisper in my ears that’s ok.
    Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
    And say you love me one more time.
    If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
    And touch my lips with tender loving care,
    Would you die for me, would you run with me,
    And never look back..
    Would you be there to love, to be with me?
    Would you swear that your love is always true?
    Would you say that you’ll always be the one,to take my breath away?
    Would you be there to love, to be with me?
    Would you swear that your love is always true?
    Would you say that you’ll always be the one,to take my breath away?
    Would you be there..

    - i should know better but thats just not the case# ;



    我睁开眼睛却感觉不到天亮
    东西吃一半莫名其妙哭一场
    我忍住不想时间变得更漫长
    也与你有关
    否则又开始胡思乱想

    我日月无光忙忙得不知所以然
    找朋友交谈其实全帮不上忙
    以为会习惯有你在才是习惯
    你曾住在我心上现在空了一个地方

    原来爱情这么伤 比想象中还难
    泪水总是不听话幸福躲起来不声不响
    太多道理太牵强道理全是一样
    说的时候很简单 爱上后却正巧打乱

    只想变的坚强
    强到能够去忘
    无所谓悲伤
    只要学会抵抗

    原来爱情这么伤
    原来爱情是这样这样峰回路转
    泪水明明流不干 瞎了眼还要再爱一趟
    有一天终于打完 思念的一场战
    回过头再看一看 原来爱情那么伤
    下次还会不会这样

    sometimes i really wonder.
    am i really just the stepping stone.
    things make me feel this way.

    - i should know better but thats just not the case# ;

    Monday, June 18, 2007


    been at home thw whole day todae
    been watching tv
    drama serials and all
    转角遇到爱 is superb
    crying my heart out
    just the right time and the right show.
    i needed to do so,
    too bottled up.
    i dunno how to express myself either.
    so i guess no one can help.

    chen jian feng is HOT!
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    Name: 陳鍵鋒 (陈键锋) / Chan Kin Fung (Chen Jian Feng)
    English name: Sammul Chan
    Real name: Chan Yan Yiu / Chen En Yao (陈恩耀)
    Nickname: Siu Yiu / Xiao She ( 小舍 )
    Profession: Actor
    Birthplace: Hong Kong
    Birthdate: 1978-May-04
    Height: 182cm
    Weight: 68kg
    Star sign: Taurus
    Chinese zodiac: Horse
    Blood type: O
    Family: Parents and 2 older sisters

    delicious. yummy.
    that scence,
    sooo,
    tempting and jealous.
    hahahaha
    wadeva.
    i got nth to blog bout todae.
    that guy in css2 singing bei pan sux.
    his voice is shit.
    i think darling and i can sing much better than him.
    and,
    i think somwhow or rather
    im starting to dislike u
    i know its wrong and i dunno how it came about also.
    BLAH

    hon' i miss.
    but still stayin away for a while.
    maybe i will get it over quickly.
    nth happened but i make it sound as though smth did.
    stop me.

    - i should know better but thats just not the case# ;

    Sunday, June 17, 2007


    16 june 2007, saturday
    went to clarine's ROM at furama.
    yinci cabbed me down, and it was rainin!
    what a weather for dresses and heels.
    GOSH.
    clarine looked gorgeous today!
    ya looking on makes us all feel like getting married!
    talked and updated.
    it was fun and great. X)
    if only everyone was able to make it!
    wld be super big a grp!
    BHG indeed!
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    went to lakeside after that,
    shared cab with sherval yinci christine
    grandma's new hse.
    fell asleep on the sofa
    could'nt help it, the weather was darn goood.
    went for dinner with auntros, grandma, shaunboy,angell at JP
    BAH, had crystal jade
    took a train from boonlay all the way to kembangan after that
    wad a ride. without mp3s,
    how smart of me.
    aunts were telling me about dresses they wanna giv me,
    prolly cause they saw me wearing one??
    usual daily conference with my babes.
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    could'nt wake up todae,
    sweetie called me
    told her to call back at 11
    was still sleeping even until than,
    i was so tempted to sae ill giv the outing a miss
    but its peter's birthdae.
    HAPPY BIRTHDAE PETER!
    met sweetie and darling at hougang mall
    they've gotten the present by the time i got there
    yea i was late and groggy.
    went to get the cake
    everyone was staring at the present, cause its humongous.
    oh oh did i mention we were kinda pissed at some stuff?
    cabbed down to town,
    ljs-ed at cine.
    went to kbox first
    sang-ed as usual while waiting for MR. and MRS. BFG to come.
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    sweet couple they are.
    gary came later.
    i left early cause was dinnering with family
    father's dae mah.
    didi went soon after
    and nibbler went too!!!!
    WTH!
    X(((( if only i could have stayed a little longer.
    once again, happy birthdae peter! hope u love your "little peter"! XD

    argh, friendster sux man,
    cant seem to delete photos off my profile,
    and thus,
    i cant upload any
    wtffffff. X(
    and i still aint liking my mother.
    till she decides to change.
    if she realise she's childish and unreasonable.

    if noones telling me anything,
    im not gonna ask,
    and maybe in the long-run i wont bother.
    and guess wad.
    maybe that time's coming soon...
    i'm not as happy as you think
    maybe no one gets it.
    aahh ya.
    wadeva lah.
    im like there just for the sake of being there?
    wether im there or not doesnt really matter
    i somewhat hope i dun find it?
    yah im crazy.



    i promise myself not to let him affect me
    not to make him my piority
    not to lose control.

    not to fall head or heels over you.

    but maybe a little missing would be alright?
    i not facing it although i know it.
    im the most idiotic and dumb person ever.
    yah tell me why
    why do i believe everything u sae
    everything about you interests me
    its just plain retarded
    cause aint u just a pure friend after all?
    dun, dun ever.
    "slippin in my faith"
    why not elaborate?
    a part of me wans u to read everything i write
    but the other part of me doesnt wad u to read anything i write about you.
    other stuff shld be fine
    i do.
    Mr.chew

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    - i should know better but thats just not the case# ;